I am putting myself in her shoes

I had been waiting for so long to hear the slightest sign of life from you.

I look online everyday, to see if you still don't know who I am.
Everything seemed so be so far from me.

Now I wish that it had stayed that way, maybe one day I'll be able to forget.

Since when have you been someone I don't know.

I'll wait to see if the ashes start flying away with the wind.

I will wait here, to see if I start to grow wings again.

Those wings that were burnt down by the flame of the wine.

The wine that was lighten by a crazy thought far away.

I thought that the distance would make me not feel this pain, but...

Not knowing makes me, want to crawl and hide away.