I had been waiting for so long to hear the slightest sign of life from you.
I look online everyday, to see if you still don't know who I am.
Everything seemed so be so far from me.
Now I wish that it had stayed that way, maybe one day I'll be able to forget.
Since when have you been someone I don't know.
I'll wait to see if the ashes start flying away with the wind.
I will wait here, to see if I start to grow wings again.
Those wings that were burnt down by the flame of the wine.
The wine that was lighten by a crazy thought far away.
I thought that the distance would make me not feel this pain, but...
Not knowing makes me, want to crawl and hide away.
Friday, June 5, 2009
OMG Cassi is getting a bit desperate
It's so cool how the girls are so cleaver wishing Yoochun a happy b day and using 돖 that's just awesome! DOhBS KEKE anyway people knew it was DBSK it's awesome how Korean fan girls come up with these sounds and these acronyms and god knows what! Viva la Korea~
I swear Korean fan girls get the price for being very creative.~
Anyway, officially Yoochun is 23 in all time zones~! My birthday is coming soon~~~ Just so you know so that I can get a birthday present in the mail! I live in Pennsylvania~~~~
Las chicas de Cassiopeia se merecen un premio por ser tan creativas, no solo le deciaron a Yoochun un cumplea~nos feliz pero tambien usaron unas letras que se conectaban en coreano y haciean que la gente entendiera que era sobre DBSK. Es super asombrante lo que estas chicas coreanas hacen con esos sonidos y letras y quien sabe que mas cosas! Viva Korea~~~
De todas maneras aqui esta el video creditos a la que lo puso en Youtube y lo subtitulo.
Credits to the girl who subbed it and uploaded it.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Heaven's post man first preview
Jae Joong looks so hot! I swear he looks like a real angel, oh God I seriously love you for creating such a beautiful man. My eyes are watering now because this video is so sad, I want to say the same thing the girl said in the end. "Let's go together." Like seriously I want him to take me with him to Korea the land of Kpop and happy noraebang singing and soju.
I swear I'll be happy clinging on him. I don't really care if he goes on tours I'll be faintful.
Oh, when I heard about "Heaven's Postman" I was actually a post woman seriously I worked at the post office the weird things that was the exact time that "Don't cry my lover " came out and I swear I heard it in my mind before it happened anyway, I hope I start having dreams with them again.
Credits to the uploader on youtube
TVXQ! Stand by U
Omg I can't believe that Junsu wrote another awesome song, TVXQ is on a role with self composed songs.
I do hope that they start writing more songs, I know it sounds a bit selfish but I love to hear their point of view about life. They have awesome ways of expressing themselves and their piano arrangements maybe difficult as hell but they always make good music.
Espa~nol
Oh Dios mio no lo puedo creer Junsu escribio otra cancion maravillosa. TVXQ de verdad se esta pasando con tantas canciones tan lindas que ellos estan componiendo solos! Me gustan mucho porque es sobre el punto de vista de ellos sobre la vida y otras cosas. Ellos de verdad son lo mejor, como expresan sus sentimientos y como escriben estas lindas melodias en el piano. De verdad esas composisiones en el piano son la muerte porque son dificiles de tocar, pero ellos siempre hacen musica bella.
Aqui esta el video de Stand by U que usteds an visto pero esta bello.
Without further adue you probably heard of Stand by U but here it goes again.
I really started to cry when I first heard it because of the fact that it was about a break up and it was Junsu's words. I do feel that he does miss that Ex gf of his I feel bad that he can't love someone else because we are very jealous fans but if he were to feel that love again I bet he would write more awesome songs but I don't want to see him get his heart broken.
De verdad cuando vi este video yo empeze a llorar porque es que es sobre un rompimiento y son las palabras de Junsu que describe la relacion. Siento que el de verdad estra~na a su Ex novia porque como escribio Stand By U ense~na que todavia la ama. Me siento mal cuando pienso que el no puede amar a una persona porque nosotras somos muy celosas sobre los chicos, talvez si se enamorara de nuevo el escribiria mas bellas canciones. Pero no quiero que le rompan el corazon a el pobricito.
Credits for video to the girl that subbed it and has it in her account
I do hope that they start writing more songs, I know it sounds a bit selfish but I love to hear their point of view about life. They have awesome ways of expressing themselves and their piano arrangements maybe difficult as hell but they always make good music.
Espa~nol
Oh Dios mio no lo puedo creer Junsu escribio otra cancion maravillosa. TVXQ de verdad se esta pasando con tantas canciones tan lindas que ellos estan componiendo solos! Me gustan mucho porque es sobre el punto de vista de ellos sobre la vida y otras cosas. Ellos de verdad son lo mejor, como expresan sus sentimientos y como escriben estas lindas melodias en el piano. De verdad esas composisiones en el piano son la muerte porque son dificiles de tocar, pero ellos siempre hacen musica bella.
Aqui esta el video de Stand by U que usteds an visto pero esta bello.
Without further adue you probably heard of Stand by U but here it goes again.
I really started to cry when I first heard it because of the fact that it was about a break up and it was Junsu's words. I do feel that he does miss that Ex gf of his I feel bad that he can't love someone else because we are very jealous fans but if he were to feel that love again I bet he would write more awesome songs but I don't want to see him get his heart broken.
De verdad cuando vi este video yo empeze a llorar porque es que es sobre un rompimiento y son las palabras de Junsu que describe la relacion. Siento que el de verdad estra~na a su Ex novia porque como escribio Stand By U ense~na que todavia la ama. Me siento mal cuando pienso que el no puede amar a una persona porque nosotras somos muy celosas sobre los chicos, talvez si se enamorara de nuevo el escribiria mas bellas canciones. Pero no quiero que le rompan el corazon a el pobricito.
Credits for video to the girl that subbed it and has it in her account
Happy Birthday Yoochun (생길 축하합니다 유천이)
생일 축하합니다 유천~~
Yoochun you just turned 23 while my family is yelling you are probably having fun blowing your B day candles and doing another concert with the boys. You worked so hard you deserve to have a good birthday. I am kind of envious of you because you are such a clean freak, you are Yoochun our clean freak.
Happy birthday my deal Yoochun, I'll turn 22 soon. I hope you could give us some pointers on "How to deal with being old."
Anyway, I hope one day I can learn how to play piano like you because you taught yourself I want to do that, but I do hope that you can teach yourself more English please 채발!!! 영어 공부해요!
바이 바이<3
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tying to learn how to play piano.
Today I started to want to learn how to play piano. It is one of my many goals, that I will start.
I have other blogs but I decided to start this one because I want to fix my personality and the things that I do.
Things that I don't like about me
1) Messy room
2) Unorganized
3) I have a low self esteem
4) My weight
5) I think I am always right ( most of the time I am though)
6) I procrastinate a lot.
7) I forget things a lot it's like of I have amnesia ( I guess I shouldn't have eaten that eraser in kindergarten)
Why is it that I want this change. I am tired of my mother aways saying that I need to grow up. I am also tired of seeing my life being such a mess, I feel like I let everything bad in my previous life take control of me
. I really thought that by moving I could run away from the past but it keeps coming back but in other things. I still see traces of things, I want to be noticed but I don't want to be seen. It's hard to explain but I usually end up doing things behind the scenes and for the first time in my life I want to step out of the shadows and actually do things which help me get recognition because I believe that will boast up myself esteem.
In the school I go to I started to join clubs, I finally decided to join the geekest one of them.-The Student Council. It's super hard to stand the meetings, half the time I am falling asleep. But it's something that I must do and I must cope with because it will help me network with people I wouldn't usually be around.
But the problem is that I am not around anyone and it's hard for me at times to try to keep my mind from trying to explain myself in any other language that isn't English at school. I got so used to speaking only Spanish and sometimes bits of Korean because I am learning Korean, (plus it sounds awesome).
I am slowly trying to pick up the pieces of my life, the ruminants of my life.
I kind of feel weird writing about what my life is about mainly because I usually keep things to myself but I need to vent some how and some how find more people to network with.
I am kind of sick and tired of everyone around me going to parties and they never let me join. I also want to go to a party even though they don't play the music that I like and I will probably end up cringing during the whole party, and I will probably not drink because I need to drive. I also have needs to talk to people although I wouldn't want to talk to someone who is pissed drunk.
The point is that I am also human! I am also in need to have some type of relationship too... I don't know if I should write about that part of my life yet because it's still in the works.
But among all things what I really want is to change myself, I hate the fact that I always end up making excuses why I can't go somewhere and things like that. I feel like I was Shuji from Notowa wo produce ( 野ブタ。をプロデュース) if you saw that drama you would notice that he used to make excuses why not to go to the Kareaoke with his "friends" and he used to think people were stupid. I hate to admit it but sometimes I am like that. I feel like no one will ever understand my views about life and things. I go to church once in a while, I go to catholic church and mormon church. You have no idea how many excuses I have done to not go every sunday. In the mormon church they are more patient with me than in the catholic church I am practically in my last straw.
The reason why I started to go to the gym was practically because I know I am pretty inside and my outside doesn't match it, and there was someone told me to go to the gym. I was actually thinking of going before but now I started to do it because I started to think of the benefits of doing such hard tasks.
OMG he told me to do weights, seriously Brandon what are you thinking... Why would anyone tell me to do weights is beyond me but what's more crazy is that I actually did them because whatever helps me change I am all forward it, but I always get comments from him like.
"Make sure it's 0 fat."
"Eat low fat foods."
"I still eat sour cream."
Ugh.... sour cream is my worst enemy-it's funny how this post should be about me learning the piano and I started to talk about a guy-.
Anyway, I think it's hard to learn how to play the piano but I want to learn I am still not used to using both of my hands while playing the piano the keys are kind of far away. I really do want to learn anyway.
Japan Korea
I have a new friend now, we started to talk about my goals about going to Korea. Because it kind of seems hard for me to get there I been trying for 2 years and I am slowy actually trying to get more like into learning Korean. I really do want to learn Korean so that I can go to Korea and live my Kpop life style. Although my hand writing kind of sucks in all 3 languages (English, Spanish and Korean) I still don't know how to write well in Japanese, eitherway, I do wish that I can learn fast enough and lose weight so that I can actually be "Normal" like not really but to fit in clothes because in Korea there is no 3x.
Eitherway, I hope that things go well for my friends and that I can somehow make all of them meet but it seems some people don't like to be friends of my friends and it makes it kind of hard for me.
I had issues with a lot of my friends having different views and that prevented them from forming friendships or they are freaking shy and don't talk to anyone.
I have other blogs but I decided to start this one because I want to fix my personality and the things that I do.
Things that I don't like about me
1) Messy room
2) Unorganized
3) I have a low self esteem
4) My weight
5) I think I am always right ( most of the time I am though)
6) I procrastinate a lot.
7) I forget things a lot it's like of I have amnesia ( I guess I shouldn't have eaten that eraser in kindergarten)
Why is it that I want this change. I am tired of my mother aways saying that I need to grow up. I am also tired of seeing my life being such a mess, I feel like I let everything bad in my previous life take control of me
. I really thought that by moving I could run away from the past but it keeps coming back but in other things. I still see traces of things, I want to be noticed but I don't want to be seen. It's hard to explain but I usually end up doing things behind the scenes and for the first time in my life I want to step out of the shadows and actually do things which help me get recognition because I believe that will boast up myself esteem.
In the school I go to I started to join clubs, I finally decided to join the geekest one of them.-The Student Council. It's super hard to stand the meetings, half the time I am falling asleep. But it's something that I must do and I must cope with because it will help me network with people I wouldn't usually be around.
But the problem is that I am not around anyone and it's hard for me at times to try to keep my mind from trying to explain myself in any other language that isn't English at school. I got so used to speaking only Spanish and sometimes bits of Korean because I am learning Korean, (plus it sounds awesome).
I am slowly trying to pick up the pieces of my life, the ruminants of my life.
I kind of feel weird writing about what my life is about mainly because I usually keep things to myself but I need to vent some how and some how find more people to network with.
I am kind of sick and tired of everyone around me going to parties and they never let me join. I also want to go to a party even though they don't play the music that I like and I will probably end up cringing during the whole party, and I will probably not drink because I need to drive. I also have needs to talk to people although I wouldn't want to talk to someone who is pissed drunk.
The point is that I am also human! I am also in need to have some type of relationship too... I don't know if I should write about that part of my life yet because it's still in the works.
But among all things what I really want is to change myself, I hate the fact that I always end up making excuses why I can't go somewhere and things like that. I feel like I was Shuji from Notowa wo produce ( 野ブタ。をプロデュース) if you saw that drama you would notice that he used to make excuses why not to go to the Kareaoke with his "friends" and he used to think people were stupid. I hate to admit it but sometimes I am like that. I feel like no one will ever understand my views about life and things. I go to church once in a while, I go to catholic church and mormon church. You have no idea how many excuses I have done to not go every sunday. In the mormon church they are more patient with me than in the catholic church I am practically in my last straw.
The reason why I started to go to the gym was practically because I know I am pretty inside and my outside doesn't match it, and there was someone told me to go to the gym. I was actually thinking of going before but now I started to do it because I started to think of the benefits of doing such hard tasks.
OMG he told me to do weights, seriously Brandon what are you thinking... Why would anyone tell me to do weights is beyond me but what's more crazy is that I actually did them because whatever helps me change I am all forward it, but I always get comments from him like.
"Make sure it's 0 fat."
"Eat low fat foods."
"I still eat sour cream."
Ugh.... sour cream is my worst enemy-it's funny how this post should be about me learning the piano and I started to talk about a guy-.
Anyway, I think it's hard to learn how to play the piano but I want to learn I am still not used to using both of my hands while playing the piano the keys are kind of far away. I really do want to learn anyway.
Japan Korea
I have a new friend now, we started to talk about my goals about going to Korea. Because it kind of seems hard for me to get there I been trying for 2 years and I am slowy actually trying to get more like into learning Korean. I really do want to learn Korean so that I can go to Korea and live my Kpop life style. Although my hand writing kind of sucks in all 3 languages (English, Spanish and Korean) I still don't know how to write well in Japanese, eitherway, I do wish that I can learn fast enough and lose weight so that I can actually be "Normal" like not really but to fit in clothes because in Korea there is no 3x.
Eitherway, I hope that things go well for my friends and that I can somehow make all of them meet but it seems some people don't like to be friends of my friends and it makes it kind of hard for me.
I had issues with a lot of my friends having different views and that prevented them from forming friendships or they are freaking shy and don't talk to anyone.
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